Showing posts with label smashing pumpkins. Show all posts
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Thursday, September 4, 2008

(live local review: smashing pumpkins)

August 20, 2008

LIVE REVIEW: Smashing Pumpkins

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Smashing Pumpkins drummer Jimmy Chamberlain and singer Billy Corgan perform at Ruth Eckerd Hall. [EDMUND D. FOUNTAIN Times]

CLEARWATER – There was a time, a much different time, when the Smashing Pumpkins were the biggest band in the world. Led by the bold, often bald Billy Corgan, the Chicago band bridged the gap between the disillusionment of the ’90s grunge rebellion and the hook-banging optimism of a shinier tomorrow.

Using a rambunctious form of melodic mayhem, the Pumpkins urged you to trash the bedroom (and boredom) of your single-parent home -- then forgive your working mother when she told you to clean it up.

In between now and then, however, the famously head-trippy Corgan has battled depression and bandmates, sending the Pumpkins into a state of perpetual fracture. As a result, Wednesday's sold-out show at cozy Ruth Eckerd Hall was more curiosity than comeback, as the 41-year-old former voice of his generation continued working out his demons for those who still care.

From the sound of it, many in the crowd of 2,039 still do, although let it be known that this was mostly a show for diehards only, as Corgan and his crew, including original drummer Jimmy Chamberlin, made two-plus hours of noise akin to a 747 landing on your lanai. It was often brutal, a thrashing melee of the singer's soaring yelp and his band's tumultuous playing. It was also rather annoying, although give the band credit for giving it their all.

When there was a hook underneath the racket, the show was occasionally stellar. Taking the stage in a long skirt seemingly made out of Jiffy Pop foil, the smooth-pated Corgan launched into the prickly "Tarantula" (lyric: "I don't want to fight, every single night") then followed with the new "G.L.O.W." (lyric: "I'm so alone...").

Despite the classy environs, it all had the feel of a reckless club show, the kind where it's mandatory to slosh beer on your shoes and your date. There weren't many "hits," but when Corgan dusted off a smattering of well-knowns, the crowd went loopy, a refreshing reaction in the typically staid hall.

Corgan bunched up his best songs, trying to gain a momentum that might carry through the obtuse new stuff. Early on, the Pumpkins played the searing ballad "Mayonaise," from 1993's multiplatinum "Siamese Dream." That was followed by the grandiose thunder of "Tonight, Tonight," from 1995's ambitious "Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness."

After a ramshackle barrage of forgettables, the band offered up a quiet, near-acoustic segment. This included the bittersweet lament "Today," which Corgan sweetly dedicated to "all our soldiers, spiritually, literally."

Before a confounding art-rock finale that often sounded like a fleet of ferrets scampering across a sea of guitars (oh, and the kazoo-driven cover of "In the Summertime"), Corgan unloaded the heavy-metal goodness of "Bullet With Butterfly Wings," with that unforgettable chorus, "Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage." It was sublime, a blast of what could have been.

At the very end of the show, Corgan brought out his father, a blues musician, who wailed on guitar. It was a sweet family moment. It was also really bizarre. Oh, that Billy. He may not sing for a generation anymore. But give him this: The dude is never boring.

the world is a vampire, sent to drain-

Btw, though it sounds like I complained, the Ruth Eckerd Hall concert was phenomenal and the atmosphere so much more relaxing and enjoyable. I had a good time and all their music was great. Our fave song was Eye off the lost highway soundtrack and other more known songs like: Siva and Bullet with butterflywings. The Batman soundtrack song they did was also haunting and amazing. Also, the Pink Floyd cover they did for 'Set the Controls for the Heart of the Sun' which was about twenty minutes long and intense. I was glad I could sit down for that one. The most interesting thing of this show was that his father came down during the second or third encore to play blues and do a song with the band. It was well received. Not exactly my cup of tea but Jimmy loved it as Billy is his hero!!

The Hard Rock Cafe sound and quality were as good if not even better [although shorter and not many encores or special appearances like Ruth Eckerd] but getting soaked in the rain, having a headache, feeling hungry, and being surrounded by a million people hot and sweaty drunk and loud was very unenjoyable therefore I couldn't enjoy the music no matter how good it sounded just because the atmosphere was too overwhelming for me, too stressful, too much. I can't explain it but I do know it has alot to do with manic depression and anxiety and overstimulation makes me short circuit very quickly. I just cannot handle a lot.

If of interest, this was the setlist at ruth eckerd and it was pretty identical at hard rock as well:

August 20, 2008 - Ruth Eckerd Hall at Clearwater, FL





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Main Set :

Tarantula

G.L.O.W

Siva

Eye

Mayonaise

Tonight, Tonight

Speed Kills

Transformer

Superchrist

United States

Once Upon a Time

Again, Again, Again (The Crux)

The Rose March

Today

Bullet with Butterfly Wings

The Beginning is the End is the Beginning

Heavy Metal Machine

Glass' Theme

Set the Controls for the Heart of the Sun [Pink Floyd]

Encore :

We Only Come Out at Night

In the Summertime [Mungo Jerry]


Smashing Pumpkins At Ruth Eckerd Hall- August 20, 2008


































Jimmy and I- I hate how I look here. I look SO tan!!!

Here is a peek at the tour shirts I collected from both shows:

Zero

'Smashing



Red Statue of Liberty Tee

I got a red girly t-shirt to try to soak up all the rain at the hard rock live concert where I got saturated to the core. It looks just like the cover of Zeitgeist album as seen below:



This one was Jimmy's:

His was black with white design with a drawing of something like death. I don't know if I can find a site that has a picture of this. I think it's this one, the Holy War t-shirt.




The world is a vampire, sent to drain

Secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames

And what do I get for my pain?

Betrayed desires, and a piece of the game

(chorus)

Even though I know - I suppose I'll show

All my cool and cold-like old job

Despite all my rage I'm still just a rat in a cage (2x)

Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved

Despite all my rage I'm still just a rat in a cage

Now I'm naked, nothing but an animal

But can you fake it, for just one more show?

And what do you want, I want to change

And what have you got when you feel the same
(chorus)

(chorus 2)

Tell me I'm the only one

Tell me there's no other one

Jesus was an only son

Tell me I'm the chosen one

Jesus was an only son for you

(chorus)

(chorus 2)

Despite all my rage I'm still just a rat in a cage

Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved

Despite all my rage I'm still just a rat in a cage

And I still believe that I cannot be saved

-Smashing Pumpkins

Billy Corgan's Live Journal


I am a master of a nothing place

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

We should always live in the dark empty sky. The sky is always the sky. Even though clouds and lightning come, the sky is not disturbed. Even if the flashing of enlightenment comes, our practice forgets all about it. Then it is ready for another enlightenment.

-Shunryu Suzuki, "Zen Mind, Beginner's Mind"

i haven't written because i haven't been online due to emotional struggles with the symptoms of manic depression which seeped out during the second smashing pumpkins concert in recent weeks due to all the ingredients of a disasterous nite. i won't go fully into this only to say it stormed hard, he did not tell me we would be standing without any shelter for 20 to 30 mins in the pouring rain. he did not bring an umbrella either. i did not think to suggest it since i was unaware we'd be standing in the open sky unsheltered. 'losing my cool' would be an understatement.

i got completely soaked and stayed that way all nite. all my makeup went in my eyes that took me over an hour to apply. my hair was all over the place. my contacts got so irritated i had to take them out and wear crappy glasses all nite. there were lots of other things to make me angry and pissed off but mostly i just think when i feel socially overloaded, i can't handle it emotionally.

i felt like i was wearing a wet diaper from head to toe all nite because that is how much rain poured over me. it was the most uncomfortable feeling in the entire world. he understood why i was upset and was apologetic but he felt like i should get over it because he and every one else was. but the kind of clothing he was wearing was thicker material and did not get as wet as mine. also other people aren't finicky, high maintenance or picky. i am and he knows it. so i felt to compare me to others was ridiculous. obviously other people will do anything for a free smashing pumpkins concert. i am not in that category.

i am not a teenager or in my twenties. i am 36 yrs old. i don't have the stamina or the energy for it and honestly as a teen and young adult, i would have never gone to a concert that would mean millions of people, being outside all day, or being in any kind of nasty weather. it's just never been my personality.

i will share the smashing pumpkins pix we got from the first concert [the one that went well and was inside in a fancy music hall, NOT the hard rock cafe one. they are kind of far and blurry for most part but still interesting and worth sharing here]

i'm only regaining energy this week and starting to feel better now. i think i am getting a wisdom tooth in, and spent all week of last week plus this entire three day holiday weekend sick with mouth pain.

jimmy determined he thinks the gum at the back of my mouth is impacted, and a tooth is coming thru. i just cant afford to do anything about it. i have no credit cards or money to pay for it at all. and unless jimmy pays for it, im kind of stuck suffering.

my mom had an absessed tooth last month and so she had a prescription for penicillin antibiotics from her dentist which she knew would help me, so she filled it for me and i picked it up over the weekend. i am grateful for that.. its helped a little but i'm still feeling pain on and off and have been feverish the past several days. im constantly on advil, tylenol and excedrin it seems - for the pain.

i have lots more to say and share, but i've been so bogged down emotionally lately and just out of energy to do anything especially write online so i haven't been here in a while. i will be back to finish updating as soon as humanly possible.